About Me

SuNGaI pETaNi, kEdAH, Malaysia
Well..im reli a simple person i think!as long as you good to me,i also treat good on you..

Saturday, September 29, 2007

你肩膀上有蜻蜓吗?

在一个非常宁静而美丽的小城,有一对非常恩爱的恋人,他们每天都去海边看日出,晚上去海边送夕阳,每个见过他们的人都向他们投来羡慕的目光。

可是有一天,在一场车祸中,女孩不幸受了重伤,她静静地躺在医院的病床上,几天几夜都没有醒过来。白天,男孩就守在床前不停地呼唤毫无知觉的恋人;晚上,他就跑到小城的教堂里向上帝祷告,他已经哭干了眼泪。

一个月过去了,女孩仍然昏睡着,而男孩早已憔悴不堪了,但他仍苦苦地支撑着。终于有一天,上帝被这个痴情的男孩感动了。于是他决定给这个执着的男孩一个例外。上帝问他:“你愿意用自己的生命作为交换吗?”男孩毫不犹豫地回答:“我愿意!”上帝说:“那好吧,我可以让你的恋人很快醒过来,但你要答应化作三年的蜻蜓,你愿意吗?”男孩听了,还是坚定地回答道:“我愿意!”

天亮了,男孩已经变成了一只漂亮的蜻蜓,他告别了上帝便匆匆地飞到了医院。女孩真的醒了,而且她还在跟身旁的一位医生交谈着什么,可惜他听不到。

几天后,女孩便康复出院了,但是她并不快乐。她四处打听着男孩的下落,但没有人知道男孩究竟去了哪里。女孩整天不停地寻找着,然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩却无时无刻不围绕在她身边,只是他不会呼喊,不会拥抱,他只能默默地承受着她的视而不见。

夏天过去了,秋天的凉风吹落了树叶,蜻蜓不得不离开这里。于是他最后一次飞落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀抚摸她的脸,用细小的嘴来亲吻她的额头,然而他弱小的身体还是不足以被她发现。

转眼间,春天来了,蜻蜓迫不及待地飞回来寻找自己的恋人。然而,她那熟悉的身影旁站着一个高大而英俊的男人,那一刹那,蜻蜓几乎快从半空中坠落下来。人们讲起车祸后女孩病得多么的严重,描述着那名男医生有多么的善良、可爱,还描述着他们的爱情有多么的理所当然,当然也描述了女孩已经快乐如从前。

蜻蜓伤心极了,在接下来的几天中,他常常会看到那个男人带着自己的恋人在海边看日出,晚上又在海边看日落,而他自己除了偶尔能停落在她的肩上以外,什么也做不了。

这一年的夏天特别长,蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飞着,他已经没有勇气接近自己昔日的恋人。她和那男人之间的喃喃细语,他和她快乐的笑声,都令他窒息。

第三年的夏天,蜻蜓已不再常常去看望自己的恋人了。她的肩被男医生轻拥着,脸被男医生轻轻地吻着,根本没有时间去留意一只伤心的蜻蜓,更没有心情去怀念过去。

上帝约定的三年期限很快就要到了。就在最后一天,蜻蜓昔日的恋人跟那个男医生举行了婚礼。 蜻蜓悄悄地飞进教堂,落在上帝的肩膀上,他听到下面的恋人对上帝发誓说:我愿意!他看着那个男医生把戒指戴到昔日恋人的手上,然后看着他们甜蜜地亲吻着。蜻蜓流下了伤心的泪水。

上帝叹息着:“你后悔了吗?”蜻蜓擦干了眼泪:“没有!”上帝又带着一丝愉悦说:“那么,明天你就可以变回你自己了。”蜻蜓摇了摇头:“就让我做一辈子蜻蜓吧……”

有些缘分是注定要失去的,有些缘分是永远不会有好结果的。爱一个人不一定要拥有,但拥有一个人就一定要好好去爱他。你的肩上有蜻蜓吗?

Thursday, September 27, 2007

I love you..dear!

Haiz..i think i reli love him tis time.so hard for me to believe it..coz last time is me who wana break up.

He says tat he stil love me..should i believe him?actuali,tis question is nonsense..coz i have already choose to believe him,tats why im so love him by now and wish to get him.

Aniway..it sems like hard for us to b wat we used to be as time passes.las time,we are in the same class and he just sit beside me.everiday,we spend our time together wheneva having class,recess,afta skul and even during 2syen.reli mis las time..fell like being care and protect by him.wheneva and whateva things i need or problem i face,he will settle it for me..

Now,we are different class.hes in d first floor..while im in d ground floor of d school building.reli hard for us to meet each other..

And when during recess time,im wit my friends,n hes wit his friends.even we meet oso,we din say even a word.is it because of time passes and sumthing had change without noticing by us?

Just now,i dream bout him..d first time i dream bout him afta we study in d same skul for d sixth years.haha..so funi,n so weird rite?

I think..tis is a sign to show me that i have fall in love wit him..

Dear..i love u!!

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

I miss him so much..

Haiz..i reli cant concentrate during class today lah!i oso duno why..inside my mind,all is just about him.

Fel like wana to talk to him..but fel shy..

Atuali,im quite angri tat he din come and talk to me,or spent time wit me even during recess.i always hope tat he can come for me..but he always make me dissapointed.

Im quite jealous wen i saw he always wit other gals in front of me..its not tat im jealous to those gals.wat im jealous is he rather spend time wit them..but its oso not hes fault.because im oso always wit a gang of guy friends in front of him..i think maybe both of us oso wana make each other angri and jealous.coz tis shows tat we are being mind by each other..

Wat i can onli hope is..he,as a guy,can be d sporting person to take d action first.

Monday, September 24, 2007

Friends..

Haiz..izit reli so hard 2 get a real n simple frnds?at first,i tot i hv get a gang of new close frnds.but..i find tat mayb i hv wrong.

Atuali,btwen me n hao han,is reli jz simple n pure frndship.but duno wat hapen..al d gang of gals tat i tot r my frnds,start gosiping behind me.honestli,im quite mind alreadi wen they gosip among themselves..but now even a frnd whos not in here,oso know bout tis matter.

Im curious..izit d cause of tis gossip,is jz bcoz i frnd wit a person tat they dun like..o even hate i tink!

Some ppl advise me 2 explain 2 those who i used 2 treat as my FRNDS..but i dun tink i wil do it.i promise 2 myself tat i wont beg 2 anione jz 2 get sumting,even a frndship.as if i wil lose all of them also..i dont tink its a waste o sad thing.wat 4 i wana those persons with such characters 2 b my frnds?it doesnt mean aniting..